awww one of the sweetest and more sincere things i've ever heard from ed.

don't lose any weight alright? cause that's the way i love you for who you are.
02:53

i saw the promo for the new catherine zeta jones movie 'no reservations' i felt a pang of sadness cause that's not only the title of anthony bourdain's show it's a movie bout 2 chefs going at it in the mad world of upper class resturants and falling in love. then i recalled that i was hoping so badly that the movie would be out when i was back then ness and i could go watch it together since we quite often watch cooking shows together and it's nice to bond over girl flicks.

also realised that ness and i haven't gone out for a movie together. ever before. been with derek for dodgeball and fantastic four. and it was amazing how we irritated the hell out of ness by quoting our fave line of 'if you can dodge traffic, you can dodge a ball'.

oh! at least all three of us now have a special 'line' of kelso nailing your sister!

it's very strange that after 3.5 years of being in australia alone away from home, that i only really truly insanely miss my sister. it's like homesickness on delayed, make that very delayed timer. reckon it's cause this time round not only were we thick as thick thieves, it's the realisation that during christmas when i'm back, there would be this void of ness since she's in wisconsin!
i'm so upset just thinking bout that, so now i'm even more tempted to take up jen's catering job. i know that it's gonna pay really well. i'm guessing at least 400 for a day's work. probably more for me cause (not to blow my own horn, but i'll prob have a larger than average role in jen's kitchen/serving team)
all the money including tips from this catering job would go into the ''plane ticket for ness to come home during christmas cause it's means alot to her and the rest of the family'' fund.

just think of all the pain she would be going through, it's her first time alone in a foreign country and teamed with the holiday season which is so cruel for those alone, it's a concoction of instant and painful heartache. and i don't want that to happen to ness. if you know her chracter, it's not a healthy prognosis.

so yes, i'm missing ness insanely right now. to comfort myself i say stare mindlessly into 'my aquarium' and 'my garden'
02:37

ok like i told ness 2 mins ago i'm dedicating this blog entry to julian.

i can already hear ed going.. 'lose respect'. but that's not the point.

called ness a few hours back interupting her desperate housewives, and she told me one of the most hilarious stories.

julian had called her only moments before and told her that when he was done smoking he chucked the ciggie butt on the ground, then he was caught by a police officer and told he would be slapped with a $200 fine for littering.

my natural response was to laugh her, (ness was stronger she managed to supress her laughter)

and so to evade forking out 200 he bolted.
and as fate would have it there was a whole bunch of policemen hanging around the area. and off they went in hot pursuit and finally one tackled him to the ground.

laughter elicited from me again. at this point ness couldn't not laugh.

and so now he has to face charges in court for resisting arrest and assaulting an officer.

more laughter from the both of us. and julian got upset that ness laughed.

but seriously, isn't that the natural response?

man he really truly is CMI.
02:12